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-YOU (me!)

[NAME] Emily Teng

[BiRTHDAY] Feb.17, 1989

[ASTROLOGiCAL SiGN] Aquarius

[LOCATiON] Diamond Bar, Cali

[EYE COLOR] dark brown?

[HEiGHT] uh. I'm getting there!

[SiBLiNGS] younger sister; Terry (yes, I know that's a boy's name)

[PETS] my family isn't good with pets. =\

[KiDS OF YOUR OWN] a pretty lil girl & cute lil boy (:

-FAVORITES

[COLOR] pink! & light / girly colors

[NUMBER] 17, 23 (kuhs that's usually my roll call number in class)

[DRiNKS] chocolate milk & my cool asian drinks (:

[SODA] soda's bad for you

[BAND] definately NOT W-inds. (as of what I hear from Vivian & Melissa's singing) no offense =D

[SONG] Out Of My Heart- BBMak // All My Life- KC & JoJo // F.You Right Back- Frankie // All Or Nothing- O-Town

[FAST FOOD] they're all good w/out the calories

[RESTAURANT] these asiany restaurants I go to w/ my mommy & non-spicy food places

[CANDY] oh I`ll eat any of `em =D

[COLOR TO WEAR] pink. black. doesn`t really matter

[CLOTHES STORE] denos

[SHOES] Converse *they seem smaller & cuter :]

[HAiRSTYLE] half up & half down

[TV SHOWS] reality t.v.

[CHiLDHOOD TV SHOWS] Mr. Roger's Neighborhood & Salor Moon! (oh deng that was like.. 9 years ago) & Rugrats, the Jetsons (Cartoon Network)

[SLEEPiNG POSiTiON] umm anything that's convenient at the moment?

[ANiMAL] Kevin! my G gou =D

[LYRiCS] Vindicated & Maps

[ROOM iN YOUR HOUSE] my room =)

[FAVORiTE OBJECT iN YOUR ROOM] my shoebox that I use to keep the letters my friends have written me<3. my dairy. my ticket stubs of movies/ concerts/ amusement parks.

-DO YOU

[COLOR YOUR HAiR] yep. but you can't see it. so.. nope?

[HAVE TATTOOS] nah

[HAVE PiERCiNGS] ears

[DRiNK/SMOKE] nahhh

[LiKE ROLLER COASTERS] yep! I`m brave in that kinda way 0=)

[WANT MORE PiERCiNGS] kinda but I'm too scared =X

[LiKE CLEANiNG] for other people

[WRiTE iN CURSiVE OR PRiNT] usually print

[SWEAR A LOT] I try nah to as much

[DiET] nope. although I'm starting to need it :[

-HAVE YOU EVER

[KiCKED SOMEONE iN THE NUTS] lOL don't think so

[CHEATED ON SOMEONE] nah

[CRiED OVER A BOY] umm.. all girls do =\

[LiED TO SOMEONE] yes

[BEEN iN LOVE] it's more of infatuation. most of us don't understand love yet.

[FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRiEND] does second grade count? thomas was my best friend. uh.. i don't think he reads this.

[BEEN iN LUST] I don't think so

[USED SOMEONE] hope not

[BEED USED] uh huh

-LAST PERSON WHO

[SLEPT iN YOUR BED] me

[SAW YOU CRY] my dad (not including my tears at school from being sick)

[MADE YOU CRY] I miss my mom ='( kuhs she's in Taiwan. I called her last night and yeah.

[YOU SHARED A DRiNK WiTH] my sister! but she drank bfore me kuhs im sick

[YOU WENT TO THE MOViES WiTH] lotus, winston, daniel a month ago LOl sad.

[YELLED AT YOU] josh (in the friendly kinda way) we got excited about his bday =D

[SENT YOU AN EMAiL] I don't really use my e-mail

[YOU TALKED ON THE PHONE WiTH] Lotus

-HAVE YOU EVER

[BEEN TO NEW YORK] no

[BEEN TO FLORiDA] no

[ATLANTA] no

[HAWAii] yea

[MEXiCO] yea

[CHiNA] yea

-OTHER

[RED or BLUE] blue

[MATH or ENGLiSH] math?

[RADiO or CD] cd. no commercial

[LAST FOOD YOU ATE] Pho w/ daddie

[ARE YOU BORED] kinda. not really?

[LAST MOViE YOU SAW] in theaters: A Series Of Unfortunate Events // on dvd: Napolean Dynamite

[LAST NOiSE YOU HEARD] music! & laundry machine

-YOUR HEALTH

[HAVE YOU BEEN HOSPiTALiZED] once in 5th grade

[HAVE YOU HAD A BROKEN BONE] nope. I've always wondered what it feels like to have a cast :D

[HAVE ANY SERiOUS PHYSiCAL HEALTH PROBLEMS] nah that I know of

[ARE YOU ON MEDiCATiON] nope

[DO YOU HAVE ANY MENTAL HEALTH iSSUES] nah I'm fine (:

[DO YOU SEE A PSYCHOLOGIST OR TAKE ANTi-DEPRESSANTS, OR SEEK PROFESSiONAL HELP] lols uh no. im normal :]

-ARE YOU

[HAPPY] usually

[SAD] since my mommy left =(

[BORED] kinda?

[DEPRESSED] nah really

[CONFUSED] yeahhhhh! =\

[TiRED] weak right now

[MAD] nahh

[PiSSED] nope

-THE FRIEND

[BEST FRiEND] denos

[BiGGEST NERD] Aaron :D he's the only one who pays attention in chem!

[BiGGEST FLiRT] no comment =X oh wait. Kenny? hahah xP

[iDiOT] me or nobody

[CRAZiEST] Claudia! kuhs she's always hyper / excited :D

[GiVES BEST ADViCE] Melissa<3 thanks for listening to everything

[SHYEST] me! I'm shy! (around some people) & Vivian kuhs she doesn't talk to *uknowwho. & Joe says he is? & Daniel's kinda quiet too lol

[NiCEST] Stephanie

-A FEW MORE QUESTIONS

[LAST TiME YOU WENT OUT OF THE STATE] august, 2004

[LAST TiME YOU WERE OUTSiDE] today

[YOU HAD A SNOWBALL FiGHT] december, 20O4

[LAST TiME YOU WERE LiSTENiNG TO MUSiC] right now

[LAST TiME YOU WERE ON THE iNTERNET] right now

[LAST TiME YOU ATE] um an hour ago? lols I`m always eating.

[LAST TiME YOU DRANK] right now! my asiany drink

[LAST TiME YOU JUMPED iN FRONT OF A MOViNG CAR] jumped? -__- intentionally? deno. I walked in front of a car friday afterschool.

[LAST TiME YOU WATCHED TV] yesterday @ Melissa's

[LAST PUBLiC PLACE YOU WERE] restaurant

[LAST THiNGS YOU BOUGHT] does lunch @ school count?

[LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED] Jane kuhs I saw her at Cue :]

[LAST PERSON THAT TOLD YOU THEY LOVE YOU] my mommy

[LAST PERSON YOU TOLD YOU LOVE THEM] uh.. iuno

[LAST PERSON YOU IM`d] Tiffany

[LAST PERSON YOU CALLED] Lotus

[NUMBER OF PiLLOWS YOU SLEEP WiTH] one

[OBJECT YOU CANNOT LiVE W/OUT] food. my house. clothes.

[THiNGS YOU LiKE iN A GUY] sincere, considerate, confident but not conceited, lay back, not materialistic (I don't need him to buy things for me), common sensed, knows how to carry on a conversation, & polite.

[WORST FEELiNG iN THE WORLD] anxiety. CRAMPS, hunger, or when you're sick -__-

[THE FiRST THiNG YOU THiNK OF iN THE MORNiNG] hurry up so I won't be late

[THiNG YOU WANT TO CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF] be more independent

[DiD YOU HAVE FUN DOiNG THiS] haha sure why not =)

(the following content is not meant to hurt or ruin any relationships between lovers or friends. it does not apply to all that are reading. these facts are based solely on observation made by emily and lotus of the male species over the years. please do not take any offence in the following and if you have any issues please contact our lawyer. read as directed. if nausea occurs please stop reading and visit your local physican.)

WHY BOYS LIKE GIRLS WHO LIKE THEM FIRST
(by non other than EMiLY&L0TUS)

EMiLY_It's stupid how boys usually (tell themselves to) like the girls who already like them, as if they'd have a better shot that way.  I've had guys ask me which girl they should like, as if I got to choose for them. You should know who you like, cause then it'll mean something to the girl. I thought love was something you couldn't control, something that just happens.. something that meant something. If you were able to decide who to love, then why do we cry over breakups? We could simply tell ourselves to love another. If you say you love someone because someone else suggested it, then the feeling is probably not genuine. It was more of a decision made, rather than how you feel. If you really loved a girl, you'd go after her, no matter what got in the way. But then again, there are two sides to this. If she doesn't like you because of who you are, then get over her kuhs you'll find someone who'll love you for you. Don't waste your time on a girl who won't accept you. However, if she doesn't like you right now because she doesn't know you very well.. or she's not giving you a chance because she's not ready yet.. then wait for her. & maybe one day you'll get your chance. =)  Phil says that *if you have reasons for loving someone, you're using your mind. but if you don't have any reasons for loving someone, you're using your heart.

L0TUS_ a lot of guys like girls that already like them. WHY u may ask.. because then they're playing it safe.. the male ego can't take rejection so they -score points- with a girl thatz already head-over-heals about them.. THINK ABOUT IT.. isn't it easier to copy a friends math homework than to actually solve each problem yourself ? when copying your friends homework half the work is already done_ you just have to hope that you can copy fast enough before the bell rings.. when the girl already likes you­ you're already half way there verses the girl that everyone's after and doesnt even know you exist..­ it doesn't take a genius to figure out which girl is easier to get.. but on the other hand you see the guys that KNOW they have NO CHANCE WHAT-SO-EVER wasting their time.love.&money on a girl that doesn't give a FCUK about them.. you know that this kid is truly devoted..  There is NO DOUBT that he knows hes got no chance, but he's still trying the best he can to get her.  These are the kind of the guys that us girls should give a chance to. He may not have the "Abercrombie" or "Gangster" look buts he has a heart, and that should matter more than what he wears or looks like right ? .. yahyahyah.. I know everyones SOMEWHAT shallow and superficial _ like Emily says _ looks shouldn't matter, but they do affect our opinion_ but sometimes.. maybe the guy that weve been looking for is the one that stays up till 2 in the morning listening to us whine&complain about something he could really care less about or the one that'll drop the things he's doing just to help you with your problems even though he knows he cant do much_ take a look around and think just about it ;]

get it ? got it ? good.

ok um Dec. 31 i had a new years party thing at my house with my parent's friends (mostly adults). so lotus, daniel, & lil joe came over =) *sorry winston =\ & happy birthday.!  we ate. playd chinese checkrs         -__-. listend to jay chou ;] & playd pool. [[me&lotus were n00bs so they had to teach us]]  at 12`oclock all the adults cheerd. & us 4 were kinda like uMM okayy.. *blank stare -.- nothing special. lols next yearr (;

Jan. 02. 2O05-- woke up to lotus' phone call :) at 5. me, claudia, lotus, joe, & daniel went to Life Plaza to make up for winston`s bday :] it was supposed to be a surprise but someone isn`t too slick. haha it's okay daniel :D we went to safari -> cue -> the boat. me&lotus accidentally left w/out paying =X yeah that's right. "accidentally" (: we`d neverrrr do it on purpose. i tried paying joe back but he wouldn` take it so i gave it to daniel? um yeah. thanks lotus for taking me back home (:

Jan. 03. 20O5-- first day back to school :]  

exciting stuff happend. but we gotta keep our cool  

random:

XkRaZzYeEbOiX: what do you think true love is

cha OSx    EMiLY: when the person looks really bad, you still see them perfectly. when they can`t afford something expensive for you. you don`t mind. you trust them with your heart. you believe in what they do. you understand & listen to them.  you have patience with them. before every action you take, you consider them. they're the one you think about.

cha OSx    EMiLY: i deno thats what i think

XkRaZzYeEbOiX: oh icic

cha OSx    EMiLY: whats ur definition of love

XkRaZzYeEbOiX: my definition is

XkRaZzYeEbOiX: one you trusts the other person wiht all their heart, a person thats always on their mind, whoever is there for you when you need,

XkRaZzYeEbOiX: and whoever you really like to be around and feel really comftorble talking to

XkRaZzYeEbOiX: one who doesnt regret on what they are doing with that person

XkRaZzYeEbOiX: whatever happens

XkRaZzYeEbOiX: the person dont regret it

-- emily (:

i am currently updating because.. i wanted to say HAPPY NEW YEAR ;] -and- happy birthday to my best friend winston ;]

i have come to the conclusion that emily&i are no longer deprived children ;] _
a] i got my internet back_
b] we went out almost everyday last weekend & had a good time _

friday wasnt bad ;] not bad at all ;P
but sunday was x100 better ;D

thats it for today ;] i shall add more later

_X3 L0TUS